Paradoxes

When David died I was full of confusion. This is what I wrote one day in my diary regarding how I felt.

  I see many paradoxes since David died. I will always have David with me and no one can see us together. However, as I drive, I see empty streets and empty everything. New friends have emerged and old ones disappeared. David seems to be more alive now than when he was physically present. I feel him and talk to him. I do the things that I know would make him happy. I see him in nature and every where. 

 Painting of David's Garden