I am tired of trying to find
reasons why my son died. I am tired of trying to figure out what to do next. I
am tired of trying to keep extra busy in order to survive. I am tired of life.
I am tired of everything. There is no thrill to anything. I am tired of being
so lonely. I am tired of feeling all alone. I am tired of crying. I am tired of
pain. I am tired of people telling me that David is in a better place. I am
tired of being told that I am strong. I
need help. Sometimes I get periods of being OK, but these are so short. When I
talk to people I feel OK at times and then I am alone again. I just cherish all
of David. I cherish everything that he stood for. I cherish his beautiful soul.
